Not only does the depression affect my concentration, but I am receiving ECT treatments for it and they have destroyed my memory. That means that if I can get through a chapter, the next day I will have virtually no idea what I read. You may be asking yourself "what on earth is ECT?" Well, I'll tell you - it's electroconvulsive therapy, aka "shock therapy." About half of you are probably thinking something about "One Flew Over the Cuckoo's Nest" or some such thing, but it's not like that. It's not torturous, it's not for "crazy" people (gosh, I hate that word!), heck, it doesn't even hurt! It's done under anesthesia. If you're curious to read more about it, click here. Or, please, feel free to ask me questions - I don't know you, you have nothing to lose!
Given the ECT, any question starting with "do you remember..." usually gets the response "NO!" Let me tell you, it's frustrating! When I was in the ER last week the doctors kept asking what meds I was on, what specialists I saw, what surgeries I've had, etc. It's mortifying to not know the answers to these questions. It makes me feel incredibly stupid. I've even forgotten an entire vacation Keith and I took. I work hard now to make memories "stick." We'll see how that goes. For the record, such severe memory loss is a rarity!
Back to the "reading" thing... I have a Kindle and love it! I look at the multiple full bookcases I have throughout the house and then at my little Kindle and wonder why I'd ever buy another paperback! This thing is so easy to use and amazon makes it so easy to buy books and download them onto the device. I have a "Kindle Wishlist" on amazon that contains something like 71 books! Is that crazy, or what? I sure wish I could read faster!!
On a completely unrelated topic, you may have noticed that I switched the background for my blog to pawprints. I adore animals and as I've mentioned before, we have 2 dogs and 2 cats (Casey and Poly, Tori and Bert). They are all named with Disney references: Casey's is a hot dog quick service restaurant in the Magic Kingdom; Poly is the abbreviated way to refer to the Polynesian Resort; Victoria and Albert's is a very fancy restaurant in the Grand Floridian Resort (Keith and I enjoyed it on our honeymoon).
|Tori (bottom) and Bert (top)|
|Casey (left) and Poly (right)|
There is never a dull day here at the "B" household, that's for sure! These four guys keep us on our toes! It took us a while to tell the difference between the kitties without seeing their collars (Tori's is red, Bert's is green), but now we're pretty good at it; she's the more petite one and he, well, he likes to eat, like his Mom. Casey is a lover - will give kisses until his tongue falls off - but he is very protective of us and does not like strangers, especially males. She is more reserved. To get kisses from her is cause for celebration. You dog lovers will know what I'm saying...!
So, please tell me what you're thinking, ask any questions, and don't hesitate to drop a comment! Thanks for reading my musings!